I know everyone has a moment of weakness.
Where they want to give up and let everything go.
Where they let the world tell them what to do
And they start to feel hopeless and empty
That's the point I'm at right now
And for some reason I want to stay there
Maybe it's the fact that I'm scared
Maybe it's the fact that I don't feel safe
Betrayal hurts
Hate kills
Pain destroys
Life's hard
And I'm scared to move
I don't want to feel
I don't want to think
I just want to stand in place
But why do I feel like I'm being pushed forward .
I feel like someone is constantly trying to make me move
I keep trying to stand my ground
Bu
I started to drift.
I was so caught up in the world,
That I almost forgot about you.
All the drama around me,
The people that surround me,
Started to pull me away from you.
I feel Your presence
I know Your strength
Yet I started,
Started to walk away.
At times it felt,
Like I was being pulled apart.
The stress overwhelmed me
Yet I went to man for help.
Of course, You stood there
Waiting for me to come around.
You know my future
You know my dreams
But I would rather do,
what everyone else was doing
Instead of the plans,
That You had for me.
My mind was drifting.
My heart was wanting love,
I started to complain
About
I'm reading this book
Looking at the chapters
Remembering the memories
We all shared
Crying at the hard parts
Smiling at the best
Looking out window
And asking myself this
What happened to me and to you?
Because
Remember that time, when we were all friends
Loving our lives
And laughing over and over again
How we used stand
When everything fell
No matter what happened
We would stay true
But what happened to me and to you
Watching the years go by
Seeing the people change
Letting go and moving on
Watching our story drift away
But in the end
I'm looking out the window
And asking myself
What happened to me
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